I got it.

Now I'm not sure if everyone experiences the same feeling I get when I watch amazing creatures of the sea. Like watching jellyfishes slowly float on by, sharks just calmly circle around you meaning no harm at all, seahorses slowly galloping across the floor.

When I watch these things happening, either in person or through a video clip,

I feel... calm.
Yet Amazed.
Curious.
Wonderous.
Exhilarated.
At peace.

And then all of the sudden it comes to me...
How all the pieces of the world fit together.


Well, this is the same feeling I experience when I am near him.

let's fucking do this!

This is a photo taken by my sister from my last (unexpected) surgery haha. I was actually wearing make-up in this picture because I went into the doctors for you know.... just a "check-up" next thing you know she's telling me I need surgery TODAY, now. And I was planning to go to Justin Cheng's graduation dinner! Hahaha. Life, takes you by surprise. Sometimes good, sometimes bad.